TROUBLED RELATIONSHIP

Guess what?????

Iz it love!!!

Time fly by so fast, in a blink of my eyes everyone around me slowly shifted and change. Usually, I saw them around me and we laugh together as we make fun of each other but now, we slowly departed in our own way. Some got married and become a responsible husband and only go according to his wife command which makes me felt a little bit disheartened. Though I felt lonely and bored, I tried to understand their new life.

Recently, I received shocking news. My mum said that one of my beloved ones is going to get engaged and planning on marriage late this year. Seems like there is a big burdened on my shoulders now. Now that he has his special one, he rarely hangs out with me. His weekends were only for that girl. Consequently, everyone that closes to me went away with their new life.

Ever since they changed, I tried to adapt with it. Nowadays, I seldom asked for their help. Maybe my decision is not the best one considering that they have never told me that they hate me or anything. Maybe I just love to make a rough assumption about them. My uncles might never felt the same way as I am.

Hopefully, this coming raya will strengthens our relationships again. With a lot of “angpau” for me. The truth is, no matter how our relationship might be, no matter how apart we are, I am sure that the love that we shares will always stays the way it is an will not change through times. I have to understand that people change and I might as well following their lead someday.

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