TROUBLED RELATIONSHIP

Guess what?????

Iz it love!!!

Time fly by so fast, in a blink of my eyes everyone around me slowly shifted and change. Usually, I saw them around me and we laugh together as we make fun of each other but now, we slowly departed in our own way. Some got married and become a responsible husband and only go according to his wife command which makes me felt a little bit disheartened. Though I felt lonely and bored, I tried to understand their new life.

Recently, I received shocking news. My mum said that one of my beloved ones is going to get engaged and planning on marriage late this year. Seems like there is a big burdened on my shoulders now. Now that he has his special one, he rarely hangs out with me. His weekends were only for that girl. Consequently, everyone that closes to me went away with their new life.

Ever since they changed, I tried to adapt with it. Nowadays, I seldom asked for their help. Maybe my decision is not the best one considering that they have never told me that they hate me or anything. Maybe I just love to make a rough assumption about them. My uncles might never felt the same way as I am.

Hopefully, this coming raya will strengthens our relationships again. With a lot of “angpau” for me. The truth is, no matter how our relationship might be, no matter how apart we are, I am sure that the love that we shares will always stays the way it is an will not change through times. I have to understand that people change and I might as well following their lead someday.

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USrAh..... HAppYcIRcLe

Happy Circle... What??? What is Happy Circle??? Why must I join? Why? Ooo y??? Well this is all the things that pop out of my mind when.... Girl A : Shaida , CK, Ija and Nureen u guys will become part of our happy circle Me: what?? Buat pe nk join nie.. ala habis la mase terluang ak.. ape ni main paksa2 orang suruh jain usrah nie...bla.. bla.. bla.... So, that was my first reaction towards USRAH or if I’m not mistaken we called it as Happy Circle... but that was all back then when I’m was first introduces to the circle.. At first, I thought of not going, but then, I told myself that I wanna try it out. So I went every week for my USRAH and slowly I’ve come to term with it.. Now, I’m so thankful to Allah because He gave me the courage and guidance for me to attend the circle. Everyone that have never ever had experience regarding this issue might thought that its kinda lame to attend one.. But for me, not attending a happy circle would make you a lame per...

Me nND the FOoD...

I’m A Chef??? Pfftttttt...... Haha... don’t misunderstand PEEPS... the statement above only signifying me as a person who wishes to be a better cook. To spit the dummy, I’ve been trying to cook many dishes with the help of my mentor, which obviously would be my mom. So, I wanna ask guys out there, do you prefer girls who can cook or do you not??? Wasn’t a tricky question right?? Last month mom went out of town for a program, so I was left alone to look after my four brothers (+ my dad of coz).. so, there I was doing all the cooking alone without mom. Its really hard to satisfy my brothers taste for food. But, Alhamdulillah, I manage to past their “BATTLE OF Taste” and I was so touch when they praise me.. Now I know it must be really hard for my mom to cook for us daily and it consume a lot of her time. So, for all girls and boys out there, please appreciate and praise what your mom’s cooks. Because when they were away and far from you, you really gonna missed their home ...

I wanna CRUsHHHH U.... cruSHHH!!!!!!

Well it half past midnight, but I don’t feel sleepy yet. I played with my phone, scrolling here and there then, I suddenly bump into my old messages with my so called ‘crush’ so to put it simple, I used to like that guy and wished that he would be mine.... well some people might ask, why did I kept those messages?? What for?? Yeah, I know its kindda stupid yet, what can I do its part of my memoir with him... “cinta Monyet lah katakan” sometimes it’s really hard to let go of the past, and the past usually makes you wanna turn back the time and fix where it goes wrong so that u’ll be happy and you won’t regret not even a bit... haha.. am I sounded silly or it is just too cliché to utter such words?? Never mind with the cliché part.. but, its true right?? See.. I gotcha.... back to my story on the messages, we’ll u know what, I delete em all... nothing left out.. huh... anyone who had these messages in their phone should do this sometimes, then, u’ll experience the sensati...

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